GASCON JOURNEY I have set out to meet her for the last time, to examine a face that resembles mine in one corner above the right eye and in a temple vein. Fontainebleu, Tours, Poitiers, Angoul~me. The train feeds the voyager a dream of calm. My mother and father, their secrets hummed like rails, flew through road beds and coupling cars. Unlikely lovers. \"I d almost forgotten,\" she will sigh. \"Why do you persist7\" She won t look into my eyes. I ll watch her turn away after I leave. A flutter of a memory too swift to catch will vanish in a meadow, a corridor of trees. Was it her face bent over my crib? Were her shoulders hunched when she whispered to the priest? What did she confess to him? I almost see her, my rare and somber visitor, the mother nuns said was a cousin or an aunt The long aisle of lies. I also sigh. I, unknown to the few of a thinning clan, have come this far to see a blood stranger. Bordeaux, Agen, N~rac, Espiens. There are questions I will never ask. There are answers she will never give.
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