Paris. I don t want to hear about Paris. It s cold there. I m sick and tired of going to doctors. They don t know anything, they can t do anything. I m not going to go to fucking Paris! In July of 1985, Rock Hudson s health was sinking at an alarmiug rate. James Wright, the butler, found his bedsheets soaked with sweat every morning. Rock had dropped from 225 pounds to 170. He could barely keep food down. His body was covered with rashes that itched and drove him mad. He started to forget appointmetlts, and wan- dered around the house and grounds in his jockey shorts. Besides his doctors, only four people in the world knew Rock had AIDS: Mark Miller, his secretary; George Nader, who lived with Mil- ler; James Wright; and Dean Dittman, an actor friend whom Rock had confided in shortly after learning he had the disease. For a year, these four had watched helplessly as Rock faded before their eyes, yet insisted on working and keeping up the illusion that nothing was wrong. Periodically, they urged him to go back to Paris, where he had gone in 1984 for injections of the experimental drug HPA 23. It was believed the drug could inhibit the AIDS virus, but it worked like insulin--one had to take it continually. Without the injectious, the virus would grow back. When Rock had left Paris, the treatment ap- peared to have been successful. His blood was cultured and no AIDS virus was found. Rock promised his doctor, Dominique Dormont, to return in a few months, but almost a year had elapsed and Rock would not go back. When friends suggested it, he said, \"I don t want to hear about fucking Paris!\" Instead, he appeared in nine episodes of Dynasty, and when Doris Day asked him to be the first guest on her show, Doris Day s Best Friends, on the Christian Broadcast Network, Rock accepted. Thc night before he was to leave for Carmel, California, to tape the show. Mark Miller said to Rook, \"I don t think you should go.\"
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