Lowell Lake was a tall man, rather thin, with thin sandy hair and a distant, preoccupied though amiable disposition, as though the world did not reach him as it reaches other men and all the voices around him were pleasant but very faint. His attention was liable to wander off at any time and he was always asking people to repeat things. He gave the impression that people bored him, although not in a bad way: actually, they seemed to lull him. He was frequently discovered half-asleep at his desk, gazing vacantly out the nearest window. One morning not long after his thirtieth birthday, Lowell woke up with the sudden realization that his job was not tempo- rary. It was as though a fiery angel had visited him in his sleep with a message of doom, and he leaped from bed in a state bor- dering on panic, staring wildly about him. His job wasn t tem- porary and things weren t going to get any better--not that they were going to get any worse, barring some unforeseen catastro- phe like atomic warfare or mental illness, but they weren t going to get any better. That was the whole point. He d found his level, and here he was, on it. He was the managing editor of a second-rate plumbing-trade weekly, a job he did adequately if not with much snap. It was, he realized with a dull kind of 3 ~~
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