1 MADNESS AND METHOD D/ithout warning, in the middle of my thirties, I had a breakdown of nerve. It never occurred to me that while winging along in ms,, happiest and most productive stage, all ot a sudden simply staying afloat would require a massive exertion of will. Or of some power grealer than will. I was talking to a young boy in Northenl Ireland where I was on assignment tot a magazine when a bullet blew his face off. That was how fast it all changed. \"~Te were standing side by side in the sun, relaxed and triumphant after a civil rights march b / the Catholics of Derr} . We had been met by soldiers at the barricade; we had vomited tear gas and dragged those dented by rubl)er bullets back to safety. Now we were surveying the crowd from a balcony. \"flow do the paratroopers fire those gas canisters so far?\" 1 asked. \"See them jammin their rifle butts against the ground?\" the boy was saying when the steel slug toie into his mouth and ripped up the bridge of his nose and left of his face nothing but ground bone meal. \"My God,\" 1 said dmnhly, \"they re real bullets.\" I tried Io think how to trot his face back together again. Up to that moment in my life 1 thought I 1
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