On May 31, 1963, from her mother and stepfather s apartmenl overlooking Washington Square in New York City, Colette Stevenson, who was twenty years old and had just completed her sophomore year at Skidmore College in Saratoga Springs, New York, wrote a letter to her boyfriend, Jeffrey MacDonald. who was about to finish his second year at Princeton. My darling, Just a short note to tell you what 1 could say briefly (i.e., I need you) and SOmething which will take a lifetime to say--I love you. Whenever I get depressed here, or impatient to do something, I take out some of your letters. Then I realize that any bore- dom now of mine, any spur of the moment ideas about jump- ing on a bus to see you, are important now because I m not with you--but with all this summer and all our lives, 1 can at least leave you alone long enough to get some good marks on your exams. it s just that knowing you are so close----on y an hour and a half away~it s much worse than being at Skidmore. You are so close but I don t want to come down. I do want to come down but I can t let my selfishness get the best of me this time. I rationalize and say it won t be long, but darling that doesn t help because I miss you until I am in your arms again. d~ This might sound a littie blunt coming from your shy, :inure girlfriend, but at this exact moment 1 wish I had mv
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