CHAPTER 1 To look back into the past of one s life is difficult. This is so, prl- mafily, because experiences of the past appear at present some- fira~ tlke a giant collage, one set of experiences blending, meshinglnto another. When I sat down to begin delving into my own past, therefore, I was aware that in order to give form and ~tmcJme ,to the experiences of my life, to shape and reorder the ;~st,~at,I wmlld have to rely upon my own remembrances, some ?fear ~ncr doet!ments, now dimly recollected impressions, and ~at I w0a!dnever t~now how much more important the things ~ 0morabcrod ,worn than the things forgotten. When finally I 60gan :i0 ~te the first draft of my autobiography and as I com. ~l~-tgd one grudlng page after another, after days of staring at ~,~ k-ih~ of p,iper, more da~ of b \"nuin - ,; - . y egn g and tearing u ~b~led :notes, J discovered that the memories seemed not sop ~uen~ke a ,collage, .but llke many varied dreams connected, ~how.,~,~o ~nother. :~a Om ;this perspe0five in t/me, the incidents which occurred in a9~8 when I Was only six years old, appear fantasized, dream- ttcl., t removaber standing outside the John Mmzhall elementary ~hool in Newport News, Virginia, on a bright, beautiful May ~y, one among many other students. Blue sky and white flu ~oud~relgned overhead, freshly trimmed green grass, beneath mf~y ~t. lne I~oys and girls were dressed in blue and white--the girls n wliite dresses blue sashes, and black patent leather shoes, the
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